Jun
l'amour de'
Haz
What You See Is What You Get
about jun

Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market.
At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop.
The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$).
Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns.
I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised.
Simply my honest takes and I am all there is.
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Friday, May 20, 2005
.::up and blogging::.

the time now is 6.55am, as stated on the computer clock. and im sitting here in my dark study room doing what i liked to do when i 'had time'...my time alone...

i just decided not to jump back into bed after Subuh prayers like i used to. put on some eye cream to ward away those puffy eyes and went on to surf the internet. i need to get in touch wif the world. i hardly get to do what i want now. i have to find a way. and the onli way is to find the time to do it.

even my brother hasn't left for kindergarten now. my mom and him always gets cranky in the morning. i hate that. they make noise over fussy little things. which is why i have always opted to go back to sleep after praying. ma farn. when mom gets all moody there's no saying what next. i might be her next crying victim. humphh! what an annoying morning. maybe slowly i might try going out for a run in the morning or something. i really need to work my ass out. but right now my best excuse for not doing that is that i have no running shoes. so i'll get one when i get my full pay end of the month.

end of the month...
1) i get my first thou - erm..minus unpaid leave, CPF maybe less than that lah - but considered i really worked for one full month.
2) my tp - i havent been practicing
3) NTU reply - most of my friends have gotten their replies..accepted or rejected..but i havent..and it's making me freak out. i hate waiting. sux. wait so long skali kena reject. sianx...

last night i took a peek at the letter box. hah. i got something from the Singapore Police Force. invited me to apply as a police officer. direct entry to Sergeant rank. interesting offer. but i thought ive had enough of police. i used to be obsessed with everything that has got to do wif police ever since i was little. but i got way over it. grew out of the obsession eventually. but then again there's no saying where i'll end up in future. it's not for me to predict. so what then heck. but for police, i'll think about it first...

i havent updated on the Air Force interview 2 weeks ago. well, the interview went well. the briefing was informative...and attractive. but i still believe i wont get in. im totally convinced wif the racism stigma. so im just gonna give it a go. thanks for the gimmick anywayz. thanks for fooling me around, Air Force.

so in the mean time im gonna just spend my time in Wh. wasting my unvaluable time at the moment. until i receive the replies that i've been waiting for.

"penantian adalah satu penyeksaan" - but i just have to fuck it

good morning y'all and have a lovely showery day ahead :)

posted at 6:56 AM

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